Chapter 5: The Divorce She Tried to Escape
“Give me your phone, Naomi.””
Marcus's voice was low, controlled, and nothing like the man who had kissed my forehead before the ceremony.
I moved the phone behind my back.
“No.””
“You don't understand what you're getting involved in.””
“Then explain it.””
He looked at my father, who remained between us.
“Sir, please. I need five minutes alone with my fiancée.””
My father didn't move.
“She's not obligated to give you five seconds.””
“I'm trying to protect her.””
“From what?”” I asked.
Marcus turned toward me.
“From Danielle.””
I looked at the message again.
Ask him why I withdrew my first divorce petition.
The words seemed to glow on the screen.
“Why did she withdraw it?”” I asked.
Marcus shook his head.
“Because she changed her mind.””
Tiana let out a sharp, disbelieving breath.
“You said she refused to sign the final papers.””
“Both things can be true.””
“How?””
“She filed. Then she withdrew it. Later, we tried again. The process became complicated.””
I stared at him.
“Why would she withdraw a divorce petition if she wanted to leave you?””
He rubbed the back of his neck.
“Ask her.””
“She just told me to ask you.””
“Then she can explain herself.””
I studied his face.
He sounded confident, but his hands were betraying him. His right thumb kept rubbing the edge of his wedding band, a nervous habit I'd noticed whenever he was preparing to deliver bad news.
I had once found that habit endearing.
Now I couldn't stop watching it.
Tiana pulled out a chair.
“Naomi, sit down before you fall.””
“I don't want to sit.””
“Then hold on to something.””
I gripped the edge of the table.
My gown rustled around my ankles as I shifted my weight. The skirt was heavy with layers of embroidered fabric and tiny beads that caught the overhead light. I had imagined dancing in it, laughing while Marcus spun me beneath the chandeliers.
Instead, I was standing beside a ruined champagne glass, trying to understand the legal status of the man who had just become my husband in front of everyone we loved.
Or thought we loved.
I opened the message thread.
“Danielle says she tried to contact me last week. Why didn't she call me directly?””
Marcus answered too quickly.
“Because she wanted to create a scene.””
“Did she know my number?””
“I don't know.””
Tiana shook her head.
“Marcus, she sent me screenshots of messages between you two.””
He stared at her.
“What?””
“She showed me where you told her Naomi didn't need to know about the pending divorce until everything was settled.””
The color disappeared from his face.
I turned slowly.
“You said that?””
Marcus looked at Tiana with pure anger.
“You went through private messages?””
“She sent them to me.””
“You had no right to read them!””
“And Naomi had every right to know.””
He opened his mouth, then closed it.
I extended my hand toward Tiana.
“Can I see?””
She unlocked her phone and brought up a screenshot.
The message was dated two weeks earlier.
*Marcus: The wedding is already planned. I'm handling the divorce. Please don't contact Naomi.*
A reply appeared beneath it.
*Danielle: You said that last year. I'm not staying quiet forever.*
Then another message from Marcus.
*Marcus: If you expose this now, you'll destroy everything I'm trying to build.*
I read it twice.
He had known.
He had known when we ordered invitations. When he chose his tuxedo. When he practiced his vows with me in our living room, laughing because he kept forgetting one line.
He had known when he watched me cry over my mother's old wedding earrings.
And he had still stood beside me today.
I returned the phone to Tiana.
“How long have you known about the pending divorce?”” I asked.
She lowered her eyes.
“Three weeks.””
The answer stung.
“Three weeks?””
“I found out two days after Danielle first contacted me. I wanted to verify everything before telling you.””
“You could have told me there was something I needed to check.””
“I know.””
“You could have warned me before today.””
“I know, Naomi.””
Her eyes filled with tears.
“I was scared I'd be wrong. I was scared I'd accuse the man you loved of something terrible, and you'd never forgive me.””
I looked away.
There was no room inside me for another person's fear.
Not yet.
“I need you to understand something,” I said.
“You didn't have to prove every detail before you came to me. You just had to trust me enough to tell me you were worried.””
Tiana nodded, tears sliding down her cheeks.
“You're right.””
For a moment, the two of us stood quietly beside the table. The anger between us wasn't gone, but it had changed shape. It was no longer only about Marcus.
It was about all the conversations we hadn't had because everyone had been trying to protect me from something.
I was beginning to realize that protection without honesty could become its own kind of betrayal.
My phone vibrated again.
Another message from Danielle.
Please don't let him convince you that I'm trying to get him back. I have no interest in rebuilding that marriage.
I typed a reply with trembling fingers.
Then why did you withdraw your first petition?
The response came almost immediately.
Because I believed him when he said he'd change.
I stared at the screen.
A second message followed.
He promised to stop using our shared finances to control what I could afford to do. He promised that if I gave him time, he'd cooperate with the divorce. I withdrew the petition because I thought we could settle things without fighting in court.
I felt a cold pressure building beneath my ribs.
Shared finances.
Control.
Those weren't the words Marcus had used when describing his marriage.
He'd told me they had grown apart. He'd said their relationship had become exhausting, that neither of them had been happy for years.
He had never mentioned money.
I looked at him.
“Did you control Danielle's finances?””
His head snapped up.
“Absolutely not.””
I showed him the message.
He barely glanced at it.
“She has always had a way of making herself sound like the victim.””
“What does that mean?””
“It means she knows how to manipulate people.””
“Did you share bank accounts?””
He hesitated.
“We were married. Of course we shared accounts.””
“Did you prevent her from accessing money?””
“No.””
The answer came loudly enough that several guests turned toward us.
Marcus straightened, apparently reassured by his own certainty.
“I never stopped her from doing anything.””
I looked back at Danielle's message.
Then I typed one more question.
What happened after you withdrew the petition?
The typing indicator appeared.
Disappeared.
Appeared again.
Marcus watched my screen.
“Naomi, enough.””
I ignored him.
Finally, a new message arrived.
The next morning, I discovered that Marcus had transferred money out of our joint savings account. When I confronted him, he told me it was temporary. When I asked for the divorce again, he said I couldn't afford to leave.
My hand began to shake.
I raised my eyes to Marcus.
“Did you take money from your joint savings account?””
He looked at the phone.
For the first time, he didn't deny it immediately.
“That money was mine too.””
“That's not what I asked.””
“We both contributed.””
“Did you transfer it after she asked for a divorce?””
His face tightened.
“I was protecting my financial interests.””
Tiana whispered, “Oh my God.””
Marcus turned toward her.
“Don't start.””
I stepped away from the table.
The movement pulled the heavy skirt of my gown across the floor. A small crystal bead caught against the tablecloth and snapped free.
I heard it fall.
A tiny sound.
Somehow, it felt enormous.
“You told me you were different from the men who had hurt me before,” I said.
Marcus's face softened.
“Naomi, I am different.””
“You told me honesty was the foundation of a marriage.””
“It is.””
“You told me you wanted us to build a life where neither of us had to be afraid.””
His eyes shone.
“That's still what I want.””
I looked at the messages again.
Then at the court document.
Then at the ring in my palm.
“I don't know what you want anymore, Marcus. I only know what you've done.””
He reached for me.
I stepped back.
And that was when Danielle sent the final message.
There's one more thing you need to know. The money wasn't the only reason I withdrew the petition. Marcus told me that if I left him before our daughter turned eighteen, he would make sure she knew I was the reason our family fell apart.
I stopped breathing for a second.
I looked up at Marcus.
May you like
“Your daughter?””
He went completely still.