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Chapter 2: The Promise Eleanor Made

For several seconds, I couldn't hear anything except the refrigerator humming behind me.

Grace stood beside the kitchen island with Lily in her arms. The child had stopped crying, but Grace's hands were trembling so badly that she had to sit down.

I remained where I was.

“Say that again.””

Grace looked up at me.

“Eleanor was alive when Lily was born.””

“No. My wife died three years ago.””

“I know.””

“She died on September twelfth. I saw her body.””

“I know.””

“I buried her.””

Grace's face crumpled.

“I know, Mr. Hayes.””

I gripped the edge of the counter.

“Then explain how a woman who was dead for two days gave birth to a child.””

Grace glanced at the phone in my hand.

“I need to tell you something first.””

“You've had two years to tell me things.””

“I know.””

“You've worked in this house. You've watched me visit her grave every Sunday. You've watched me leave flowers at Christmas because I couldn't bear the thought of her spending another holiday without them.””

My voice cracked on the last word.

“And all this time, you knew something about her that I didn't.””

Grace lowered her head.

“Yes.””

The honesty hurt more than another lie would have.

I stepped away from the counter and walked to the window. Outside, the lawn stretched toward the iron gates, perfectly trimmed and painfully familiar. Eleanor used to stand there every spring, insisting that the gardeners plant more white roses.

She said she wanted something living in every corner of our lives.

I had kept those roses.

I had kept everything.

“Start talking,” I said.

Grace took a shaky breath.

“Three years ago, Eleanor called me from the hospital.””

I turned around.

“You worked for us then?””

“Yes. But I wasn't working that day. My husband had taken me to an appointment, and I was on my way home when she called.””

“What did she say?””

“She asked me to come to her.””

“Why didn't she call me?””

Grace's eyes filled.

“Because she was afraid.””

“Of what?””

“Of losing the baby.””

I felt my stomach tighten.

“What baby?””

“The baby she was carrying.””

I shook my head.

“No. Eleanor couldn't have children.””

“She believed that, too.””

Grace adjusted Lily's blanket, making sure the fabric covered the child's feet.

“Eleanor had been seeing Dr. Sloan privately for months. There were treatments she hadn't told you about. She wanted to surprise you if they worked.””

I stared at her.

My wife had spent years telling me we needed to accept reality. She had held my hands in hospital corridors and told me she was finished putting her body through procedures.

Had she been pretending?

Or had she simply been afraid to give me another reason to hope?

“Why didn't she tell me?”” I asked.

“Because she wanted to be certain.””

“Certain of what?””

“That the pregnancy would survive.””

I pulled out a chair and sat down.

Grace continued.

“She was almost five months pregnant when she called me. She said there had been complications. She needed someone she trusted to bring a bag from the house.””

“What was in the bag?””

“Clothes. Her medical papers. A photograph of you.””

I looked at Eleanor's photograph on the sideboard.

It showed her laughing on a beach, her hair blowing across her face. I remembered taking it. She had stolen my sunglasses, put them on upside down, and refused to give them back until I kissed her.

“Why did she need you?”” I asked.

“Because she didn't want anyone to know she was pregnant yet. She said the doctors were worried, but she believed the baby had a chance.””

“Did you see her?””

“Yes.””

Grace's voice became quieter.

“She looked tired. She was frightened, but she kept talking about you. She said you'd been planning the nursery in your head for years, even though you pretended you weren't.””

A painful laugh escaped me.

“That sounds like her.””

“She asked me to promise something.””

“What?””

Grace looked down at Lily.

“If she didn't survive, I was to make sure the baby did.””

I stood so abruptly that the chair scraped across the floor.

“Stop.””

Grace flinched.

“You expect me to believe Eleanor knew she was going to die and chose you to raise our child without telling me?””

“No.””

“Then what are you saying?””

“I'm saying she was afraid someone would use the baby against you.””

“Who?””

“I don't know.””

“You've just told me she was hiding a pregnancy from her own husband. Now you're telling me she was afraid of someone else. Who was she afraid of?””

Grace shook her head.

“I only know what she told me.””

“Then tell me everything she told you.””

She hesitated.

I leaned forward.

“Grace, if that baby is my daughter, every second you keep me in the dark is another second she's been kept from her father.””

Her expression changed.

She looked at me as though I had finally said the one thing she needed to hear.

“Eleanor delivered the baby at St. Catherine's Medical Center,” she said.

“She survived the delivery, but she was very weak. The doctors said she needed intensive care.””

“Why wasn't I there?””

Grace's lips trembled.

“Because someone called you before she went into labor.””

I stared at her.

“What?””

“You received a call telling you that Eleanor had been taken to another hospital. You left the house to find her.””

I remembered it.

A call in the early hours of September twelfth. A man's voice telling me there had been an accident and that Eleanor had been transported to a hospital across town.

I had driven through a red light. I had nearly struck another car.

When I arrived, a doctor told me Eleanor was already dead.

I had never questioned why she wasn't at the hospital where she usually received treatment.

Not until now.

“Who called me?”” I asked.

“I don't know.””

“Did Eleanor know I was coming?””

Grace nodded.

“She asked for you. They told her you were on your way.””

My throat tightened.

“Did she say anything else?””

Grace wiped her face with the back of her hand.

“She asked me to stay with the baby. She said if anything happened to her, I had to take the child somewhere safe until I understood who I could trust.””

“And you decided that person was you?””

“I didn't decide anything. I promised her.””

“Why didn't you come to me after the funeral?””

“Because I was told you would never see the baby if I did.””

“By whom?””

Grace looked toward the door.

Before she could answer, Lily began to fuss again.

Grace picked up the bottle, tested a drop of formula against her wrist, and carefully fed the child. The tenderness of the movement made my anger feel suddenly small and useless.

“How did you end up with her?”” I asked.

Grace took a long breath.

“After Eleanor died, the hospital told me the baby had been transferred to a private neonatal unit. Two days later, I received a call from a woman claiming to be a social worker. She said the baby had been declared medically unfit for placement and that the family had abandoned her.””

“We didn't abandon anyone.””

“I know that now.””

“What happened?””

“Daniel and I went to the hospital. The baby was there, but the paperwork was wrong. Eleanor's name had been removed from several records. Your name wasn't listed as the father.””

I felt cold.

“Someone erased me.””

Grace nodded.

“Daniel started asking questions. He wanted a lawyer. He said someone had falsified the records.””

“What did they do?””

“He lost his job first. Then our bank accounts were frozen. A few weeks later, he was involved in a car accident.””

My eyes narrowed.

“An accident?””

Grace stared at the floor.

“That's what the police said.””

“And you think it wasn't?””

“I don't know what to think anymore.””

She finished feeding Lily and held her upright against her shoulder.

“Daniel died believing someone was trying to keep this baby away from you. Before he died, he told me to stop asking questions and protect her.””

I looked at the infant.

Seven weeks old.

The child was not three years old, as the timeline of Eleanor's death suggested. If she had been born around the time Eleanor died, she should have been nearly three.

Unless the records were wrong.

Unless the woman who had been declared dead wasn't the woman who gave birth.

Unless the entire story was something far worse than I could imagine.

I looked at Grace.

“How old is Lily, really?””

“Seven weeks.””

“Then how can she be Eleanor's baby?””

Grace's face drained of color.

She opened her mouth, but before she could speak, the front door slammed.

Footsteps crossed the foyer.

A familiar male voice called from the hallway.

“David? Are you home?””

My brother, Richard.

He had managed my finances after Eleanor died. He had helped arrange the funeral. He had stood beside me at the cemetery and promised that I would never have to face another tragedy alone.

Grace clutched Lily to her chest.

“Don't let him see her,” she whispered.

Richard appeared in the kitchen doorway, carrying a leather briefcase.

His gaze moved from me to Grace, then to the baby.

For one brief second, his expression was not surprise.

It was recognition.

May you like

Then he smiled.

“David,” he said softly, “I see you've finally met Eleanor's daughter.””

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