Chapter 12 - VANESSA’S APOLOGY WAS TOO SMALL AT FIRSTFirst:

I’m sorry the children experienced food insecurity.
No.
Passive.
Second:
I’m sorry I let the situation with Voss affect my parenting.
Still incomplete.
Months later:
Ivy and Owen, I deliberately limited your meals because I was trying to make false financial records look believable.
There.
You were hungry because of a choice I made.
Yes.
I told myself you would be fine because you lived in a wealthy house and there was food available, but I controlled whether you could have it.
Hard.
That was neglect.
Accurate.
Then:
I used your needs as numbers inside a secret you had nothing to do with.
That was the deepest truth.
The twins did not read the letter.
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They were too young.
It remained with their therapist and legal records for later, if they ever wanted it.