Chapter 7: The Second Name on the Record
“Your brother wasn't her only possible father.””
Daniel's words hung in the small airport office.
I stared at him, waiting for the punch line, the explanation, anything that would make the sentence less cruel than it sounded.
He didn't smile.
Tasha sat motionless beside the desk, her hands folded so tightly that her knuckles had turned white.
I pointed at the envelope.
“Open it.””
Daniel hesitated.
“Malcolm, before you read what's inside, you need to understand something. Marcus loved you. Whatever you think happened, he never wanted to take your family away from you.””
“Stop telling me what my brother wanted. He isn't here to speak for himself.””
Daniel lowered his eyes.
“You're right.””
“Then open it.””
He slid a finger beneath the flap and pulled out three documents, a handwritten letter, and a photograph.
The photograph showed three people standing outside a hospital entrance.
Tasha.
Marcus.
And a third man whose face I couldn't quite see because he was turned toward the camera's edge.
Marcus wore the same leather jacket he'd owned for years. His arm rested across Tasha's shoulders, but there was no smile on his face.
He looked worried.
I turned the photograph over.
A date was written in blue ink.
It was four days before Maya was born.
“Who took this?”” I asked.
“Me,” Daniel answered.
I looked up.
“You were there?””
“Yes.””
“Why?””
“Marcus called me. He wanted someone he trusted to witness a conversation.””
“What conversation?””
Daniel glanced at Tasha.
She shook her head slightly.
I noticed.
So did he.
“Malcolm,” Daniel said, “your brother had discovered that Tasha's pregnancy was connected to something that happened before your marriage.””
I felt my jaw tighten.
“I already know they dated.””
“It's more complicated than that.””
“Then make it simple.””
Daniel placed the first document on the desk.
It was a photocopy of a hospital record. Several lines had been blacked out, but a heading remained visible, along with a date and a patient number.
Below it was a notation about a fertility consultation.
I looked at Tasha.
“What is this?””
She stared at the document as if it were a weapon.
“Before I met you,” she said, “I was trying to have a child.””
“With Marcus?””
She nodded.
I sank into the chair.
For years, Marcus had told me he wasn't ready for a serious relationship. He'd joked about being a terrible husband, about never wanting to settle down, about how he preferred freedom to responsibility.
I had believed him.
Now I wondered how much of that had been a performance.
Tasha continued.
“Marcus and I wanted a family. We went to a fertility clinic. We thought we could work through the problems together.””
“What problems?””
“He had been told his chances of becoming a biological father were very low. We tried treatments, but nothing worked.””
I looked at Daniel.
“And the third man?””
He didn't answer immediately.
Tasha did.
“He was a donor.””
The room became silent.
I stared at her.
“A donor?””
She nodded, tears gathering in her eyes.
“The clinic offered us options. Marcus and I discussed them. We thought we understood what we were agreeing to.””
I looked down at the documents.
“So Maya could be biologically related to someone neither of us knew?””
“Yes.””
“And you never thought to tell me?””
“I thought the treatment had failed. Marcus and I separated. I met you months later. I believed that part of my life was over.””
I searched her face.
“You believed it was over?””
She wiped her cheeks.
“When I became pregnant, I was terrified. The clinic had told me the chances were almost nonexistent. I thought the pregnancy was yours because we were married, because we were together, because I wanted it to be true.””
My hands curled into fists beneath the desk.
“You wanted it to be true?””
“Malcolm, I loved you.””
“That isn't an answer.””
“I know.””
Daniel placed the handwritten letter beside the medical record.
“Marcus found out that there was a possibility Maya wasn't biologically related to either of you the way everyone assumed.””
I looked at him.
“Why didn't he tell me?””
“He tried.””
The answer came so quickly that I nearly missed it.
“What?””
Daniel nodded.
“Six months before the accident, Marcus told me he intended to speak with you. He'd obtained some records from the clinic. He wanted to know whether the donor could be identified.””
“Then why didn't he?””
“Because he discovered the records had been altered.””
Tasha covered her mouth.
I turned toward her.
“You knew?””
“I knew there were discrepancies.””
“Discrepancies?””
She began to cry.
“Marcus said the clinic had made mistakes. He wanted to investigate before telling you anything. He thought there might be a legal issue.””
I stared at the paper.
The idea that my brother had spent months investigating my daughter's parentage while I sat beside him at family dinners made my chest ache.
“What happened after that?””
Daniel took a breath.
“Marcus found a name.””
He pointed at the second document.
I leaned forward.
The name was printed beneath a patient reference number.
*DANIEL REED.*
I looked up.
“You?””
Daniel shook his head.
“No. That's my name, but it's not me.””
I stared at him.
“What are you talking about?””
“My father was Daniel Reed, too.””
The words settled slowly.
Daniel sat down opposite me.
“My father donated sperm through that clinic decades ago. I learned about it after his death. When Marcus contacted me, I thought he wanted help locating old medical records.””
I glanced at the documents.
“Did you know Maya might be connected to your family?””
“Not at first. I knew there was a donor record, but I didn't know which child it concerned. Marcus was trying to verify everything.””
Tasha looked up.
“Daniel, you promised you wouldn't tell him until we had the complete report.””
Daniel's expression hardened.
“You promised to tell him yourself. Eleven years passed.””
“I was afraid!””
“And now Maya is sitting in an airport office wondering whether the man who raised her is really her father.””
Tasha flinched.
I rose so abruptly that my chair scraped backward.
“Enough. I want the truth. All of it.””
Daniel nodded.
“Then you need to read Marcus's letter.””
He slid it across the desk.
The handwriting was unmistakable.
My brother had written me birthday cards in that same heavy, impatient script. He always pressed too hard with his pen, leaving grooves in the paper beneath.
I unfolded the letter.
Malcolm,
If you're reading this, I failed to tell you something important while I still had the chance.
I stopped.
My vision blurred.
Daniel looked away, giving me time.
I forced myself to continue.
I found out that the clinic's records may have been mixed up. I don't know whether Maya is biologically mine, yours, or connected to another donor. I only know that someone changed the original file.
I wanted to tell you. I should have told you. But Tasha begged me to wait until we understood what had happened.
There is something else. The man whose name appears on the donor record isn't the man the clinic originally listed.
My fingers tightened around the paper.
I read the final paragraph.
If anything happens to me before I can explain this, find the original file. Don't trust the copy. And whatever you do, don't let anyone convince you that love and biology are the same thing.
The letter ended without a signature.
I stared at the page.
Marcus had known the records were wrong.
He had known someone had changed them.
And he had died before finding out why.
I looked at Daniel.
“Where is the original file?””
Daniel reached into the envelope and removed a small flash drive.
“Marcus gave me this two days before the accident. He said it contained the first version of the records.””
“Have you opened it?””
“Yes.””
“What did you find?””
Daniel looked at Tasha.
She stood slowly, her face pale.
“Malcolm,” she whispered, “there's something you need to know about the day Marcus died.””
I felt the room go cold.
Daniel closed his hand around the flash drive.
“That's why I brought Maya here,” he said.
“Because the original file doesn't just raise questions about her father.””
May you like
He looked directly at me.
“It raises questions about who caused your brother's accident.””