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Chapter 5: The Letters That Never Reached Him

Camille didn't answer.

She stood beneath the auditorium lights, her white fur coat suddenly looking less like a symbol of wealth and more like armor she could no longer trust.

Jordan held the supplementary document.

“Why did you redirect the payment notices?””

Camille glanced toward Marcus.

He shook his head almost imperceptibly.

Jordan saw it.

“Don't look at him,” he said.

“I'm asking you.””

Camille folded her arms.

“I handled administrative matters for the family. Your father was busy working, and I was the person available to communicate with the university.””

“That still doesn't explain why Mom's notices were sent to you.””

“Because she had no reason to be involved in your day-to-day life.””

Teresa stepped forward.

“I was involved. I called every week.””

Camille turned on her.

“You called when it suited you.””

“I called on your birthday, Jordan's birthday, Thanksgiving, Christmas. I called when he started high school. I called when he got accepted into college.””

Teresa's voice broke.

“Do you remember what happened when I called on the day he received his acceptance letter?””

Jordan shook his head.

“No, Mom.””

“Your father answered. He told me you were celebrating with friends and would call me back.””

She paused, swallowing the pain.

“I waited all evening. Then I called again the next day. He said you were busy.””

Marcus stared at the floor.

Teresa looked at him.

“Did you ever tell Jordan I called?””

Marcus's silence answered her.

Jordan turned toward his father.

“You let me believe she didn't care.””

“I never said she didn't care,” Marcus replied.

“You didn't have to. You just let Camille say it every time I asked.””

Marcus rubbed both hands over his face.

“Jordan, I made mistakes.””

“Did you redirect the payment notices?””

“No.””

The answer came too quickly.

Denise checked the document.

“The request was submitted under Mrs. Bennett's authorized representative profile.””

Camille lifted her chin.

“That doesn't prove I did anything wrong.””

Denise nodded.

“I'm not making an accusation. I'm explaining the record.””

Jordan studied the dates. The first notice had been redirected shortly before his freshman year began. Subsequent notifications had gone to the same email address.

Camille's email address.

He remembered that period vividly. He had been eighteen, overwhelmed by the cost of textbooks, dorm supplies, and transportation. Marcus had told him money was tight, but that they would manage.

Jordan had worked weekends at a grocery store to cover personal expenses.

He had even considered taking a semester off.

And all the while, his mother's payments had been arriving at the university.

“Did you know she was paying?”” Jordan asked Camille.

She looked away.

“Answer me.””

“Yes,” she finally said.

“I knew she had an account.””

Teresa's face crumpled.

“You knew?””

Camille's expression hardened.

“I knew she was making payments. I didn't know what she expected in return.””

“Nothing!”” Teresa cried.

“I expected nothing!””

“Everyone expects something, Teresa.””

“I wanted my son to finish college.””

“And you wanted him to think you were a hero.””

Jordan struck the podium with his palm.

“Stop making everything about yourself!””

The microphone amplified the sound.

Camille blinked.

Jordan rarely raised his voice. At home, she had always been the one who decided when arguments ended. A sharp look, a slammed cabinet, or a reminder about everything she had done for him usually brought the conversation to a close.

But he wasn't home.

He was standing on a university stage, surrounded by witnesses, holding evidence she couldn't explain away.

“Did you tell me my mother refused to help with tuition?”” he asked.

Camille's jaw tightened.

“Yes.””

“Did you know that was a lie?””

“I believed your father should be responsible for you.””

“That's not what I asked!””

She looked at Marcus again.

This time, he didn't rescue her.

Camille's composure cracked.

“You want the truth?”” she demanded.

“Fine. I didn't want you running to her every time you needed something. I didn't want her appearing at our door and reminding everyone that she was still your mother.””

Teresa stared at her.

“So you made him hate me?””

“I made sure this household had boundaries!””

“You made sure my son didn't know me.””

Camille's voice rose.

“You left the marriage!””

“I left your father. I did not leave Jordan!””

The distinction rang through the auditorium.

Jordan looked at his mother, and suddenly a dozen childhood memories rearranged themselves.

The birthday cards that arrived late, if they arrived at all.

The Christmas presents Marcus said had been returned.

The calls that ended whenever Camille entered the room.

The times Jordan had asked why his mother didn't visit, only to be told she preferred keeping her distance.

He felt sick.

“Mom,” he said quietly, “did you send me letters?””

Teresa nodded.

“Every year.””

“How many?””

“I stopped counting.””

“Where are they?””

Teresa glanced at Marcus.

He closed his eyes.

Jordan's voice dropped.

“Dad. Where are my mother's letters?””

Marcus swallowed.

“Some things were put away.””

“Where?””

“I don't know if they still exist.””

Teresa let out a broken sound.

“You promised me you would give them to him.””

Marcus looked at her.

“I was trying to protect him.””

“From a birthday card?”” Teresa asked.

“From knowing I loved him?””

Marcus's face reddened.

“I was trying to keep our lives from falling apart.””

Jordan stepped down from the podium platform.

“No. You were trying to keep your life comfortable.””

Marcus recoiled.

Jordan continued, his voice shaking.

“You let me believe I was unwanted. You let me think Mom had forgotten me. And when she paid my tuition, you let me believe you did it.””

“I provided a home for you,” Marcus said desperately.

“I raised you.””

“You were my father. That was your responsibility. It didn't give you the right to erase her.””

Marcus's eyes filled, but Jordan couldn't tell whether he was ashamed or frightened of what might come next.

Denise quietly gathered the financial documents into a folder.

“I recommend that you request a formal review of the account authorization history,” she told Jordan.

“The university can provide the relevant records through its established process.””

Jordan nodded.

“I will.””

Camille reached for Marcus's hand.

“Tell him,” she whispered.

Marcus stared at her.

“Tell him what?””

Her fingers tightened around his.

“Tell him why we did it.””

Jordan looked between them.

“Why you did what?””

Camille's eyes darted toward the auditorium doors.

For the first time, she looked less concerned about being exposed than about something that might be waiting beyond the story of the tuition payments.

Marcus took a deep breath.

“Jordan, there were reasons we thought it was better for you not to have contact with your mother.””

Teresa shook her head.

“Don't.””

Marcus ignored her.

“Your mother and I had an agreement before the divorce. She would help financially, and we would handle your upbringing. We thought keeping things separate would prevent conflict.””

“An agreement?”” Jordan repeated.

“Yes.””

“Was I part of that agreement?””

Marcus hesitated.

“No.””

“Then why did I lose my mother?””

Marcus had no answer.

Camille suddenly pulled a folded sheet of paper from her handbag.

“I have something that will explain it,” she said.

Teresa stared at the paper.

Her face went white.

“Where did you get that?””

Camille held it against her chest.

“From the documents Marcus kept.””

Teresa stepped toward her.

“Give it to Jordan.””

Camille backed away.

“Not until he understands what she's been hiding.””

Jordan looked at the folded paper.

“What's on it?””

Camille's eyes shone with angry tears.

“The truth about why your mother agreed to stay away.””

Teresa shook her head violently.

“That's not the truth.””

Camille unfolded the paper just enough for Jordan to see the signature at the bottom.

He recognized his mother's handwriting immediately.

Then he saw the date.

It was dated the same month his parents divorced.

Jordan stared at Teresa.

“Mom, did you sign something promising never to contact me?””

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Teresa opened her mouth.

But before she could answer, Camille held up the paper and said, “Ask her why.””

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