Chapter 3: The Secret I Buried for Twenty Years
I couldn't stop staring at the photograph.
The image was faded, the corners curled from years of handling. I was seventeen in it, wearing a blue school uniform and a smile I barely recognized. Andre stood beside me, holding a notebook against his chest.
On the back were the words I'd written during the final week of our senior year.
If anything happens, the original is with Dad.
My father stared at the photograph as if it were a bomb.
"Where did you get that?"" I asked.
Andre answered without hesitation.
"From a storage box that belonged to my mother.""
I looked up.
"Your mother kept it?""
"She kept everything from that year. Your photograph, my competition entry, the rejection letter, and a notebook she found in my room after I left school.""
He paused.
"She never understood why I refused to talk about it.""
I reached for the photograph, but Andre placed his hand over it.
"Not yet.""
His words were gentle. His meaning wasn't.
"First, I want you to tell me what you remember.""
I swallowed.
"I remember the competition.""
"That's a beginning.""
"I remember helping you prepare the presentation. I remember my father borrowing your drawings. I remember the judges disqualifying you.""
"And the note?""
I stared at the handwriting.
The memory returned in fragments.
A dark hallway.
The smell of floor polish.
Andre standing outside the auditorium with tears in his eyes, trying desperately not to let anyone see them.
And me, clutching a folded piece of paper.
"I wrote that after you were disqualified," I whispered.
"Why?""
"Because I knew something was wrong.""
My father struck the table with his palm.
"Enough.""
I jumped.
"Richard," Andre said, "you can either let your daughter speak or leave the room. You cannot intimidate her into silence.""
My father looked at him with open hatred.
"You think you've won because you have money?""
"No. I think the truth matters whether I have money or not.""
My father turned to me.
"Emily, remember who you're talking about. This man has spent years preparing some kind of revenge. He's dragging up an old school competition because he wants to destroy our family.""
Andre didn't interrupt.
I looked at my father.
For most of my life, I'd mistaken his confidence for integrity. He could enter a room full of angry creditors and leave with handshakes. He could turn a failed project into an exciting opportunity with three sentences and a polished smile.
When I was a child, I believed that meant he could fix anything.
Now, for the first time, I wondered how many things he'd fixed by making someone else pay.
"I need to tell him," I said.
My father's face hardened.
"Think carefully.""
"I am.""
"No, you're emotional.""
I pushed my chair back.
"I'm tired of everyone telling me what I'm feeling whenever I ask a question you don't want to answer.""
The words surprised me as much as they surprised him.
Andre remained still.
I turned back to the photograph.
"After you were disqualified, I found a second set of drawings in my father's office. They were almost identical to your competition plans, but they had a different title block.""
Andre's expression sharpened.
"What did it say?""
"Collins Riverfront Development.""
My father looked toward the door.
I continued before I could lose my nerve.
"There was also a letter from Walter Bennett. He was thanking my father for providing the design and saying the proposal had helped secure financing.""
Andre slowly removed his hand from the photograph.
"Did you take the documents?""
"Yes.""
My father stood.
"Emily, you have no idea what you're saying.""
I ignored him.
"I put the letter and the original drawing in a folder. I wanted to take them to the school principal, but I was afraid.""
"Afraid of what?"" Andre asked.
I looked at my father.
"Of losing everything.""
The words tasted bitter.
My father had raised me alone after my mother died when I was fourteen. He'd worked late, attended every school performance, and sat beside my bed during thunderstorms. He'd taught me to drive in an empty parking lot and waited outside my college dorm during my first week away from home.
I loved him.
That was what made the truth so difficult.
When I discovered the documents, I confronted him in his office.
He told me the plans had been developed independently. He said Andre's design was just a school project and that the similarities were coincidental.
Then he showed me the contract he'd signed with Bennett.
The deal was worth more than our house.
He told me that if the project failed, dozens of workers would lose their jobs. He reminded me that we'd already spent my mother's insurance money keeping the company afloat.
Finally, he asked me to trust him.
And I did.
"I gave him the folder," I said.
"I told him I wouldn't say anything.""
Andre's jaw tightened.
"Did you know he was going to use the design?""
"I knew he'd already used it.""
"Then why did you help him?""
The question wasn't loud.
It didn't need to be.
I lowered my eyes.
"Because I was a coward.""
Nobody spoke.
For once, I didn't try to make the answer sound better than it was.
"I was afraid of losing my home. I was afraid my father would go to prison. I was afraid everyone would blame me for destroying the company. And I told myself that you would eventually move on.""
Andre looked toward the window.
Outside, Nashville's skyline glittered beneath the October night.
"When I left school," he said, "I applied to three colleges with the money I'd saved from working at a grocery store. Without the scholarship, I couldn't afford any of them.""
He turned back.
"I took a job washing dishes. Then I worked in a hotel kitchen. I slept in a room above a laundromat because it was the cheapest place I could find.""
He spoke without self-pity.
"I kept designing restaurants in my spare time. I learned how kitchens worked by cleaning them. I learned how owners made money by watching them lose it. Eventually, I saved enough to lease a small diner that had been closed for six months.""
I remembered hearing rumors years later that Andre had opened a restaurant.
I'd dismissed them.
Brittany had told me the diner probably belonged to someone else.
Andre continued.
"The first year, I worked eighteen-hour days. I slept in the office. When the refrigerator broke, I sold my car to replace it. When my first chef quit, I cooked every meal myself.""
He glanced at the photograph.
"My mother used to sit in the corner booth after her shift at the hotel. She'd tell me the place smelled like hope.""
His voice caught for a fraction of a second.
"She lived long enough to see the diner turn a profit. She died two years later.""
I felt tears slipping down my cheeks.
"I'm sorry," I whispered.
Andre looked at me.
"I believe you are.""
The distinction hurt.
He wasn't saying he forgave me.
He was saying my apology didn't erase what I'd done.
My father cleared his throat.
"Andre, I understand you're upset. But you can't hold an entire company responsible for something that happened decades ago.""
"I'm not.""
"Then let's move forward.""
"I intend to.""
Andre opened the folder and pulled out the proposed acquisition agreement.
"Collins Development has skilled workers, valuable land, and several projects that could still be completed successfully. I want to preserve those assets. But I won't put my money into a company whose leadership may have built its reputation on stolen work.""
My father leaned forward.
"What do you want?""
"The original.""
I stared at him.
Andre continued.
"The original drawing. The original contract with Walter Bennett. Any correspondence related to the submission. I want the complete record.""
My father shook his head.
"I don't have those documents.""
"You signed the contract.""
"Twenty years ago.""
"You kept a copy of the drawings.""
"I don't remember.""
Andre waited.
My father glanced at me.
I recognized that look. It was the look he'd given me when I was a teenager, the one that silently reminded me that family loyalty was supposed to come before everything else.
Once, it had been enough to make me lie.
Not tonight.
"I saw the original in his office," I said.
"He put it in a locked cabinet after I gave him the folder.""
My father turned toward me.
"Emily!""
I kept speaking.
"I don't know where it is now. But I remember the cabinet. It was in the old office on Charlotte Avenue.""
Andre made a note.
"Does that office still exist?""
My father said nothing.
"Richard?""
"It's a storage property now.""
"Owned by whom?""
My father looked at the table.
"Collins Development.""
Andre closed his pen.
"Then we'll arrange access tomorrow morning.""
My father pushed the agreement away.
"You can't simply walk into my property and take documents.""
"I won't. My attorney will arrange a lawful inspection, and your company can have its own counsel present.""
Andre stood.
"Until then, the investment remains on hold.""
My father rose too.
"You'd risk hundreds of jobs over a personal grudge?""
Andre looked at him for a long moment.
"No. I'm trying to save those jobs without rewarding the person who put them at risk.""
He gathered the documents.
"Mr. Collins, you have until noon tomorrow to confirm that you'll cooperate with the review. After that, I'll make my decision based on the information available to me.""
He walked toward the door.
Brittany remained frozen in her chair.
When Andre reached the doorway, she finally spoke.
"Andre, wait.""
He stopped.
"I was joking earlier. You know how people are at reunions. We didn't mean anything by it.""
Andre turned around.
"You asked me if I'd been promoted to manager.""
Brittany forced a nervous laugh.
"Well, I didn't know.""
"You didn't ask.""
Her smile vanished.
"You looked at my uniform and decided you knew everything about my life.""
Brittany opened her mouth, then closed it.
Andre nodded once.
"Good night, Brittany.""
He left.
The door clicked shut behind him.
For several seconds, the room remained silent.
Then my father turned on me.
"You have just destroyed the only chance we had.""
I wiped my cheeks.
"No. I told the truth.""
"The truth?"" He laughed bitterly.
"You were a child when this happened. You don't understand the business world.""
"Then explain it to me.""
He stared.
"Explain why you used his work. Explain why you let him take the blame. Explain why you made me sign something I didn't understand.""
My father's face darkened.
"I did what I had to do to protect this family.""
"From what?""
He stepped closer.
"From losing everything.""
I shook my head.
"Maybe we should have lost it.""
For a moment, I thought he might slap me.
Instead, he picked up his coat and walked out.
Brittany followed him without saying goodbye.
I stayed behind, staring at the empty chair where Andre had sat.
Daniel, the general manager, appeared a few minutes later.
"Ms. Collins?""
I looked up.
"Yes?""
"Mr. Jackson asked me to give you this before you leave.""
He handed me a small envelope.
Inside was a single photograph.
It showed Andre standing outside our high school twenty years earlier, holding a cardboard box filled with his belongings. Behind him, the school doors were closing.
On the back, in handwriting I didn't recognize, were the words:
*Ask your father who paid Walter Bennett to keep the original.*
Beneath them was a name.
A name I hadn't heard in twenty years.
May you like
My mother's.
And suddenly, I understood that my father might not have been the only person in my family who knew what happened to Andre Jackson.