Chapter 5: Two Babies, One Family
For several seconds, nobody spoke.
I stared at the photograph.
Two newborn babies.
Two tiny faces.
Two white blankets.
My hands had gone cold, and I couldn't feel the edges of the picture between my fingers.
“One of those babies was supposed to come home with me?”” I repeated.
Angela nodded.
My father pulled out a chair and sat down as if his legs could no longer support him.
Vanessa remained standing.
“Angela, don't,” she whispered.
Angela looked at her.
“You've had sixteen years to tell her.””
“And you've had sixteen years to stay away.””
“I stayed away because Denise begged me to!””
“You stayed away because it was easier than facing what happened.””
Angela flinched.
My father slammed his palm against the table.
“Stop it!””
The room fell silent.
He looked at Angela.
“I want the truth. All of it. Right now.””
Angela drew a shaky breath.
“I was at the hospital when Denise gave birth.””
My heart pounded.
“You were there when I was born?””
“Yes.””
“Why?””
Angela looked down at the photograph.
“Because Denise and I were very close.””
“Friends?””
Angela hesitated.
“More than friends.””
Vanessa closed her eyes.
My father stared at Angela, his face drained of color.
I looked from one adult to another.
“What does that mean?””
Angela sat down across from me.
“It means your mother trusted me with things she couldn't tell everyone. It means I was there during some of the hardest moments of her life. And it means that when you were born, I was asked to help protect something very important.””
“What thing?””
She touched the photograph with one finger.
“The truth about that day.””
I shook my head.
“That isn't an answer.””
“No,” she admitted.
“It isn't.””
My father leaned forward.
“Angela, did Denise tell you to bring that second photograph here?””
“Yes.””
“When?””
“Years ago. Before she died.””
Marcus rubbed both hands over his face.
“Why didn't you give it to me?””
“Because Denise made me promise not to.””
“You could have told me there were two babies!””
Angela's eyes flashed.
“And you could have asked more questions when the hospital paperwork didn't make sense.””
My father froze.
“What paperwork?””
Angela immediately looked away.
Vanessa took a step toward her.
“Don't.””
Angela's voice trembled.
“I can't keep doing this.””
“Then don't,” Vanessa said.
“Leave.””
“No.””
“Get out of this house.””
Angela rose slowly.
“I spent sixteen years doing exactly what you wanted. I kept quiet. I stayed away.
I let you tell people whatever story suited you. But I'm not leaving until Maya gets an answer.””
Vanessa's face twisted.
“You think you're saving her? You're tearing her family apart.””
Angela shook her head.
“No, Vanessa. I'm standing in a room where her family has already been torn apart. I'm just the first person willing to admit it.””
I pressed my palms against the table.
“Please.””
Both women turned toward me.
I looked at Angela.
“Were there really two babies?””
“Yes.””
“And was I one of them?””
“Yes.””
“Then who was the other baby?””
Angela looked at my father.
He stared back at her, his eyes pleading.
“Tell her,” he whispered.
Angela reached for the photograph, but I pulled it toward myself.
“No. Don't take it away.””
She stopped immediately.
“I'm sorry,” she said.
I examined the two babies again.
One had a small hospital bracelet visible around its wrist. The other wore a similar bracelet, though the writing was too tiny to read.
“Are these both girls?””
Angela nodded.
I felt dizzy.
“Did my mother have twins?””
The word seemed to strike Vanessa physically.
She gripped the back of a chair.
My father stood abruptly.
“Maya, sweetheart, let's sit down.””
I shook my head.
“Did Mom have twins?””
Marcus looked at Angela.
Angela looked at Vanessa.
And nobody answered.
I laughed once, a small, frightened sound that didn't feel like mine.
“Unbelievable.””
I pushed the chair away from the table.
“All these years, I thought my biggest problem was that Vanessa hated me. I thought she blamed me for taking up too much of Dad's attention. I thought maybe she just didn't want a reminder of Mom around.””
Vanessa's eyes filled with tears.
“Maya—”
“No!””
My voice echoed across the room.
“You don't get to say my name like you're worried about me now.””
She stepped backward.
I continued before I could lose my nerve.
“You made me feel ashamed of my clothes. You threw away Mom's things. You told Dad I was difficult whenever I asked about her. And tonight, you grabbed me in front of everybody because I was wearing her sweater.””
Vanessa looked toward the guests.
Nobody came to her defense.
“I was trying to protect you,” she whispered.
“From what? My own mother?””
Vanessa's mouth trembled.
Angela spoke quietly.
“From what the truth might mean.””
I turned toward her.
“Then tell me!””
Angela looked as though she might collapse.
She reached into her handbag and removed a folded sheet of paper, separate from the photographs.
“This is a copy of the hospital record Denise gave me. She wanted you to have it when the time was right.””
My father rose.
“Let me see that.””
Angela held the paper against her chest.
“No. Maya reads it first.””
Marcus stopped.
I took the sheet.
The document had a hospital logo at the top and several lines of printed information. Most of it was difficult to read because the copy had faded, but two entries were clear.
Two birth times.
Two patient numbers.
Two handwritten names.
I stared at the first entry.
Maya Denise Carter.
My name.
Then I looked at the second.
The name had been crossed out in dark ink.
Beneath it, another name had been written by hand.
A name I had never heard.
*Naomi Denise Carter.*
I read it silently.
Then aloud.
“Naomi Denise Carter.””
Angela covered her mouth.
My father turned away.
Vanessa whispered, “Oh, God.””
I looked up.
“Who is Naomi?””
Angela's tears finally spilled over.
“She was the other baby.””
“Where is she?””
Angela didn't answer.
“Is she alive?””
Silence.
I grabbed the edge of the table.
“Is she alive?””
My father turned back toward me.
His eyes were wet.
“I don't know.””
I stared at him.
“You don't know if I have a sister?””
He opened his mouth, then closed it.
Angela spoke through her tears.
“Your mother spent the last years of her life trying to find out what happened to Naomi.””
I felt the room move around me.
“Why would she have to find her own baby?””
Vanessa suddenly reached for the document.
Angela pulled it away.
“Don't touch it!””
Vanessa's voice rose.
“You have no idea what that paper says!””
“Then explain it!”” I shouted.
Vanessa stood motionless, her breathing shallow.
For the first time, she looked less like a woman in control and more like someone trapped inside a room with a fire spreading behind every door.
My father stepped toward her.
“Did you know about the second baby?””
Vanessa stared at him.
“Marcus, please.””
“Did you know?””
Her eyes filled.
Then she nodded.
Once.
A single movement.
My father stumbled backward as if she had struck him.
I couldn't speak.
Vanessa wiped her cheeks angrily.
“I was young. I was frightened. I did what I thought was necessary.””
Angela shook her head.
“You did what you wanted.””
Vanessa turned on her.
“You weren't there when everything fell apart!””
“I was there when Denise begged for help!””
“And I was there when Marcus was falling apart! I was there when he couldn't sleep, when he couldn't eat, when he could barely look at his own child without remembering what he'd lost!””
My father went rigid.
“What did I lose?””
Vanessa stared at him.
The question seemed to drain the last of the anger from her face.
For a long moment, she looked at me.
Then at the photographs.
May you like
Then at the cream envelope lying beside the ruined decorations.
And she whispered, “One of those girls was never supposed to leave the hospital.””