Chapter 2: The Message Meant for Monday
For several seconds, I couldn't move.
Maya rested against my chest, her breathing uneven. Monica stood beside the dresser with one hand extended, as if she could still take the phone from me by pretending this was all a misunderstanding.
I read the message again.
“MAKE SURE THE JUDGE SEES THEM MONDAY.””
Beneath it sat the contact name.
*CUSTODY ATTORNEY.*
I slowly raised my eyes.
“What custody case?””
Monica's face lost its color.
“Give me the phone, Darius.””
“What custody case?””
“You don't understand what you're looking at.””
“Then explain it to me.””
She took another step.
“Not while you're holding my daughter like I'm some kind of criminal.””
I tightened my arm around Maya.
“Your daughter?””
The words escaped before I could stop them.
Monica flinched, but only for a moment.
“You know what I mean.””
“No, Monica. Right now, I don't know what you mean about anything.””
I looked back at the screen.
There were several photographs in the conversation. The tiny previews showed Maya in front of the mirror, her face wet with tears. In one, she appeared to be looking down at something beyond the frame. In another, her mouth was open.
I couldn't tell what had happened before each photograph was taken.
But I could see that the images had been sent to someone who was preparing for a court hearing.
My fingers tightened around the phone.
“You photographed her crying?””
Monica's voice became softer.
“She was upset.””
“Because you were cutting her hair!””
“I had a reason.””
“Then tell me the reason.””
She glanced toward the bedroom door.
That glance bothered me almost as much as the messages.
It wasn't the look of someone searching for an explanation. It was the look of someone calculating what might happen next.
“Darius,” she said carefully, “you need to think about what you're doing. You have a good job. You have a home.
You have responsibilities. You can't afford to turn every disagreement into a war.””
I stared at her.
“Is that a threat?””
“It's reality.””
“You cut my four-year-old daughter's hair while she begged you to stop, photographed her, and sent those pictures to a custody attorney. What part of that am I supposed to misunderstand?””
Monica pressed her lips together.
Then she looked at Maya.
“Sweetheart, tell your father you were being difficult this morning.””
Maya immediately hid her face against my shoulder.
I stepped backward.
“Don't ask her to say anything.””
“I am asking her to tell the truth.””
“No. You're trying to put words in her mouth.””
Monica shook her head.
“You make me sound horrible.””
I looked at the clippers on the dresser.
“You don't need my help with that.””
For the first time, anger broke through her careful expression.
She grabbed a folded towel and threw it onto the bed.
“Fine! You want the truth? She doesn't listen to me.
She cries whenever I correct her. She runs to you, and you act as if I have no authority in this house.””
“So you decided to shave her hair?””
“I was trying to teach her a lesson!””
“With a camera running?””
Monica didn't answer.
I shifted Maya in my arms and gently examined the uneven hair near her temple. She winced when my fingers brushed a tender patch of skin.
“Does your head hurt, baby?””
“A little.””
“Did the clippers hurt you?””
She nodded.
I swallowed the anger rising in my throat.
“I'm sorry I wasn't here.””
Maya looked at me with the kind of seriousness only a frightened child could manage.
“You didn't know, Daddy.””
Those four words nearly brought me to my knees.
Monica turned away and began collecting loose hair from the dresser with a tissue.
The casualness of the gesture was unbearable.
“Put that down,” I said.
She looked over her shoulder.
“What?””
“Stop cleaning up. We're not pretending this didn't happen.””
She dropped the tissue.
“You're going to regret treating me like this.””
I held her gaze.
“I'm already regretting something.””
Her eyes narrowed.
“What?””
“Trusting you with my child.””
The silence that followed was broken only by Maya's quiet breathing.
I turned toward the hallway. I needed to get Maya somewhere she felt safe, examine her scalp properly, and understand what those photographs meant.
But before I reached the doorway, Monica spoke again.
“You can't just take her away from me.””
I stopped.
“Watch me take my daughter out of this room.””
“I'm her stepmother!””
“And I'm her father.””
“You think that makes you untouchable?””
I looked back.
“No. I think it makes me responsible for protecting her.””
She laughed once, a short, bitter sound.
“You have no idea what you've walked into.””
I stared at her.
“Then help me understand.””
Monica's gaze dropped to the phone.
For a moment, I thought she might finally tell me the truth.
Instead, she said, “You should put that back.””
“Why?””
“Because you weren't supposed to see those messages.””
The admission hung between us.
I looked at the contact name again.
“Who is the attorney?””
Monica pressed both hands against the dresser.
“I can't discuss that.””
“You can't, or you won't?””
She lifted her chin.
“Both.””
I had known Monica for three years. I had married her because I believed she would love Maya, protect her, and become a steady presence in our lives after the loss of Maya's mother.
I had defended her when relatives questioned how quickly we'd blended our households. I'd trusted her when she told me Maya and she were growing closer.
Now, standing in my daughter's bedroom, I wondered how much of that closeness had existed only when I was watching.
My phone vibrated in my pocket.
I ignored it.
Monica's eyes darted toward the sound.
Then she said something that made me freeze.
“Monday isn't about your daughter.””
I stared at her.
“The message says the judge needs to see photographs of my daughter.””
“That's not what I meant.””
“Then what did you mean?””
She opened her mouth.
Closed it.
And looked toward the hallway again.
I followed her gaze.
No one stood there.
But a moment later, I heard a faint vibration coming from the smartphone in my hand.
A new message had arrived in the same conversation.
I looked down.
There were only eight words.
*DID HE SEE THE OTHER PICTURES YET?*
I raised my eyes toward Monica.
Her hands began to shake.
“What other pictures?”” I asked.
May you like
She didn't answer.
Because suddenly, I understood that the photographs I'd already seen might not be the ones she was most afraid of me finding.