Chapter 11 - ROSE THOUGHT SHE HAD FAILED AN AUDITIONThree weeks after the wedding, Rose asked me:

“Did Vanessa not marry you because I was bad at being her daughter?”
I had to look away for one second before answering.
“No.”
“Why did she stop liking me?”
I could not tell a four-year-old about royalty trusts.
Boarding proposals.
Corporate acquisitions.
Manipulation.
So I gave her the truth she could carry.
“Vanessa wanted our family to work in a way that wasn’t safe for you.”
Rose frowned.
“Because I cried?”
“No.”
“Because I woke you?”
“No.”
“Because I called her Mommy?”
“No.”
Then:
“Nothing you did made it okay for her to hurt you.”
She thought.
Then:
“Can I still call Mommy Hannah Mommy?”
My throat closed.
“Always.”
“And Vanessa?”
“You can call her Vanessa.”
Rose nodded.
Then:
“Good.”
May you like
Small relief.
Sometimes children want language before explanations.