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Chapter 1: The Boy Across the Street

“Mom,” Ethan whispered, squeezing my hand so tightly that I almost dropped the grocery bag I was carrying.

“That boy looks like me.””

I thought he was talking about someone from school.

I smiled without looking up.

“Ethan, there are a lot of kids who look similar.””

But when I finally turned my head, the world around me went strangely quiet.

Across the street, beneath the faded red awning of an old convenience store, a boy sat on the concrete with his knees pulled against his chest.

He looked about eight years old.

The same age as my son.

His jacket was too thin for the cold wind cutting through the street. His jeans were ripped at both knees. His sneakers had holes near the toes, exposing dirty white socks underneath.

But none of that was what made my breath catch.

It was his face.

The shape of his eyes.

The small curve of his mouth.

The tiny scar near his left eyebrow.

Ethan had the exact same scar.

My fingers went numb around the paper bag.

“Mom?”” Ethan asked.

“Did you see him?””

I couldn’t answer.

Because I had.

And somehow, the boy across the street felt familiar in a way that made no sense.

A memory flashed through my mind.

A hospital room.

Bright white lights.

The smell of disinfectant.

A nurse standing beside my bed, avoiding my eyes.

A tiny hand I never got to hold.

I shook my head quickly, forcing the memory away.

No.

That was impossible.

My son was standing beside me.

Alive.

Healthy.

My Ethan.

The past was the past.

But then Ethan pulled away from my hand.

“Ethan, wait.””

He was already running.

My heart jumped.

“Ethan!””

He crossed the street before the traffic light changed, and I dropped the grocery bag onto the sidewalk and followed him.

“Hey!”” I shouted.

“Come back here!””

The boy sitting near the store entrance looked frightened when Ethan approached him.

Ethan slowed down.

For the first time, I noticed something strange.

He wasn’t afraid.

He looked confused.

Like he was staring into a mirror that shouldn’t exist.

“What’s your name?”” Ethan asked.

The boy hesitated.

His eyes moved from Ethan’s face to mine.

Then he quietly answered.

“Eli.””

I stopped walking.

The sound of that name hit me harder than anything else.

Eli.

Eight years ago, before I knew whether I was having a boy or a girl, before the doctors told me my pregnancy had complications, before my entire life split into a before and after…

I had chosen two names.

Ethan and Eli.

Because my husband, Daniel, and I had always dreamed of having twins.

Two little boys.

Two brothers who would grow up together.

But only one came home.

I remembered holding Ethan in my arms while tears streamed down my face.

I remembered asking the doctor the same question over and over.

“Where is my other baby?””

And I remembered the nurse.

The same nurse who stood in the corner of the room and whispered:

“I’m sorry. There was nothing we could do.””

I looked at the boy in front of me.

“Eli?”” I repeated.

The boy nodded.

“My aunt calls me that.””

“Your aunt?”” I asked.

He looked down.

“She takes care of me.””

Something about the way he said it made my chest tighten.

Not because of the words.

Because of the emptiness behind them.

Ethan crouched beside him.

“Do you go to school around here?””

Eli shook his head.

“No.””

“Why not?””

The boy shrugged.

“My aunt says we move too much.””

Ethan looked back at me.

His expression was different now.

Not just curiosity.

Concern.

“Mom, can we help him?””

I swallowed.

I wanted to say no.

I wanted to tell Ethan we needed to go home, that we didn’t know this child, that there were explanations for everything.

But then Eli lifted his hand to adjust his jacket.

And I saw the necklace.

A small silver locket hung around his neck.

My entire body froze.

I knew that necklace.

I had bought it when I was six months pregnant.

Daniel had laughed when I showed it to him.

“You know babies can’t even read pictures, right?””

“I know,” I had replied.

“But one day they will.””

Inside the locket was supposed to be a photograph of our family.

But I never got the chance to put one there.

My hands started shaking.

“Where did you get that?”” I asked.

Eli immediately grabbed the necklace and pulled it closer to his chest.

“My aunt gave it to me.””

“Your aunt?””

He nodded.

“She said I should always keep it.””

“Can I see it?””

His eyes became guarded.

“No.””

The answer was so quick that it hurt.

“Eli,” Ethan said softly, “my mom isn’t trying to take it. She just wants to know.””

The boy looked at Ethan.

And something strange happened.

His expression softened.

Like he trusted him.

Slowly, Eli opened the locket.

I leaned closer.

Then I saw the photograph.

Two newborn babies.

Wrapped in matching blankets.

Lying side by side.

One baby had a tiny blue mark on his wrist.

The other had a small scratch near his eyebrow.

My knees almost gave out.

Because I remembered that picture.

I remembered the nurse taking it.

I remembered Daniel standing beside my hospital bed, crying with happiness.

I remembered saying:

“They’re perfect.””

My vision blurred.

“No…”

Ethan looked at me.

“Mom?””

I couldn’t breathe.

Inside that locket were my sons.

Both of them.

Not a similar picture.

Not a coincidence.

My children.

I reached toward Eli, but I stopped myself.

I was afraid.

Afraid that if I touched him, he would disappear.

“Eli,” I whispered.

“Who gave you this?””

“My aunt.””

“What is your aunt’s name?””

He looked uncomfortable.

“Why?””

“Please.””

The boy looked down at the necklace.

“She said I wasn’t supposed to tell anyone.””

A cold feeling moved through me.

“Why would she say that?””

Eli didn’t answer.

Instead, he quietly said:

“She told me my real mom didn’t want me.””

The street suddenly felt too loud.

Cars passing.

People talking.

A dog barking somewhere behind us.

But all I heard was that sentence.

My real mom didn’t want me.

I lowered myself onto the sidewalk in front of him.

I didn’t care that my jeans touched the dirty pavement.

I didn’t care about anything except the little boy staring at me with Ethan’s eyes.

“That is not true,” I whispered.

Eli frowned.

“My aunt said—”

“She was wrong.””

His face changed.

Just slightly.

Like some part of him had been waiting years to hear those words.

Ethan stepped closer.

“Mom…”

I looked at my son.

Then at Eli.

Two boys.

The same face.

The same eyes.

The same age.

A missing piece of my life standing right in front of me.

Then a sound cut through the moment.

A car door locking.

I turned.

A black sedan had slowed beside the curb.

The tinted window lowered.

And the woman sitting inside looked directly at Eli.

Then she saw the necklace.

The color drained from her face.

My heart stopped.

Because I knew her.

Not from yesterday.

Not from last year.

From eight years ago.

From the hospital room where I lost my second child.

The woman behind the wheel was the nurse who had told me my baby had died.

Her hands tightened around the steering wheel.

She looked terrified.

Then she whispered something I could barely hear through the glass.

“No… she found him.””

The car started moving.

“Wait!”” I shouted.

But before it disappeared into traffic, the nurse looked back at me.

And I saw the fear in her eyes.

Not guilt.

Not surprise.

Fear.

As if she knew this day would come.

As if she had been running from me for eight years.

I grabbed Eli’s hand.

The boy flinched.

I immediately loosened my grip.

“I’m sorry,” I said softly.

“I’m not going to hurt you.””

He stared at me.

Then he asked the question that shattered my heart.

“Are you my real mom?””

I opened my mouth.

No words came out.

Because I didn’t know how to explain something impossible.

Something I had mourned.

Something I had buried.

Something I had been told was dead.

But before I could answer, my phone rang.

The screen showed an unknown number.

I almost ignored it.

Then I saw the text message that appeared underneath.

*If you found Eli, do not trust anyone. Especially not the woman who raised him.*

I looked up.

The black car was gone.

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And the boy holding my hand was looking at me like I was the only person in the world who could save him.

But I had no idea who I was supposed to be saving him from.

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