Chapter 8: The Secret Between Mothers
I couldn’t answer.
Not because I didn’t know what to say.
Because suddenly, I knew exactly what I needed to ask.
But I was afraid of the answer.
The garden disappeared around me.
The pink balloons.
The cake.
The guests.
Everything blurred.
There was only the voice on the phone.
Claire.
A name that had appeared like a storm.
A woman connected to Marcus.
A woman connected to Evelyn.
And somehow…
A woman connected to me.
“Why are you calling me?”” I finally whispered.
There was silence on the other end.
Then:
“Because I found out the truth.””
My fingers tightened around the phone.
“What truth?””
Marcus moved closer.
He was watching me carefully.
Claire exhaled.
“Your mother never told you, did she?””
My heart stopped.
“My mother?””
Marcus looked at me.
“What did she say?””
I turned away.
The question felt impossible.
“Claire, what are you talking about?””
“You were too young.””
A chill moved through me.
“Too young for what?””
Claire’s voice cracked.
“To remember what happened.””
I looked at Evelyn.
She was staring at me.
And I knew.
She already knew where this conversation was going.
“You know her,” I said.
Evelyn looked down.
Marcus heard.
“What?””
I lowered the phone.
“Evelyn knows Claire.””
Marcus’s face hardened.
“Of course she does.””
Claire spoke again.
“She’s there, isn’t she?””
I froze.
“How did you know?””
“Because that’s where she always goes when she’s scared.””
Evelyn closed her eyes.
Marcus stared at his mother.
“What does that mean?””
No answer.
Claire continued.
“Nia, you need to listen carefully.””
I held my breath.
“Your baby shower wasn’t the first time our families were connected.””
The words hit me.
“What are you saying?””
Claire whispered:
“I’m saying your mother and Evelyn made a promise twenty years ago.””
Marcus stepped closer.
“A promise about what?””
Claire heard him.
“Marcus is there?””
Nobody spoke.
Then she said:
“Then he deserves to know too.””
My husband took the phone from my hand.
“Claire.””
The emotion in his voice surprised me.
Not anger.
Pain.
“Tell me.””
A long pause.
Then:
“Your mother knew about me.””
Marcus looked at Evelyn.
“I know.””
“No.””
Claire’s voice shook.
“She knew about me before your father left.””
Marcus went still.
“What?””
“She knew I existed.””
Evelyn whispered:
“Claire…”
But Claire continued.
“She found out my mother was pregnant. She found out my father was involved. And she made a decision.””
Marcus looked at his mother.
“What decision?””
Evelyn looked broken.
Claire answered for her.
“She chose who got to know the truth.””
Nobody moved.
The accusation was too heavy.
Marcus’s voice dropped.
“You hid a sister from me.””
Evelyn cried silently.
“I was scared.””
“Of what?””
Claire answered:
“Of losing him.””
I looked at Marcus.
The same words Evelyn had used.
Protecting.
Fear.
Love.
All the excuses people used when they hurt the people they claimed to care about.
Claire continued.
“But that’s not why I’m calling Nia.””
My stomach tightened.
“Then why?””
Silence.
Then:
“Because your mother was involved too.””
I felt the phone become heavier.
“My mother?””
“Yes.””
I looked at the ground.
My own family.
My own past.
Another locked door.
Another missing piece.
Marcus looked at me.
“Nia?””
I couldn’t answer.
Claire whispered:
“There’s something your mother never told you about the day you were born.””
My heart started racing.
“What?””
Claire took a breath.
“Your birth records were changed.””
The words didn’t make sense.
“What?””
“Your mother asked Evelyn for help.””
I looked at Evelyn.
She looked away.
Marcus’s expression changed.
“Mom?””
Evelyn said nothing.
Claire continued.
“They both thought they were protecting someone.””
“Who?””
A pause.
Then:
“You.””
The garden became completely still.
My hand moved protectively over my stomach.
“Why would they change my records?””
Claire’s voice became softer.
“Because the truth would have destroyed three families.””
Marcus looked at Evelyn.
“What truth?””
No one answered.
Then Claire said:
“Nia…”
“Yes?””
“You need to ask your mother why she gave you away.””
My entire body froze.
“What?””
The phone went silent.
“Claire?””
No response.
“Claire?””
The call ended.
I stared at the screen.
Marcus looked at me.
“What did she mean?””
I couldn’t speak.
Because there was only one person left who could answer.
My mother-in-law.
Evelyn.
She looked at me with tears in her eyes.
And then she whispered:
“I’m sorry.””
I stepped back.
“No.””
“Nia—”
“No.””
The word came out stronger than I expected.
“You don’t get to say sorry before telling me why.””
Evelyn looked toward the unopened documents.
Then toward Marcus.
Then toward my daughter.
Finally, she said:
“The DNA results were never about finding out who the father was.””
A pause.
“They were about finding out who you really are.””
Marcus grabbed my hand.
“Nia.””
I looked at him.
Neither of us moved.
Because on the table beside the ruined cake were two envelopes.
And inside them was the answer to a question none of us had ever thought to ask.
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Who was I before I became Nia Carter?
And why had everyone spent so long making sure I never found out?
