Chapter 1: The Baby That Never Existed
“If there was never a baby,” I asked my wife, “what exactly have I been kissing goodnight for the last seven months?””
Vanessa didn't answer.
She stood beside our cream-colored sofa, both hands gripping the front of her burgundy maternity dress. My eleven-year-old daughter, Maya, stood behind me, clutching the handle of a lavender suitcase.
The little black voice recorder was still in my hand.
A few minutes earlier, I had walked through that front door and found Vanessa on the floor, crying that Maya had pushed her.
Now I was beginning to understand why my daughter had been so terrified.
And why my wife had been so desperate to get rid of her.
“Marcus, you're misunderstanding what you heard,” Vanessa finally said.
I stared at her.
“Then explain it.””
She glanced toward Maya.
“Not in front of the child.””
Maya flinched.
I felt something twist inside my chest.
“Don't call her the child. She's your stepdaughter. She's been part of this family for three years.””
Vanessa wiped her cheeks.
“And I've spent three years trying to make this marriage work despite her constant hostility.””
Maya shook her head.
“I never hated you.””
“Enough!”” Vanessa snapped.
My daughter immediately lowered her eyes.
That reaction told me more than another recording could have.
I moved between them.
“Vanessa, sit down.””
“I don't need you ordering me around.””
“Then stand there. But you're going to explain what's happening.””
She took a shaky breath.
“The pregnancy was real, Marcus.””
I looked at the rounded stomach beneath her dress.
“Your recording says otherwise.””
“I was angry when I said that.””
“You said there didn't have to be a baby.””
“I was talking about the belly!””
My eyes narrowed.
“What does that mean?””
Vanessa pressed a hand against her stomach.
“I bought a prosthetic maternity belly for photographs. I wanted to surprise you with the actual pregnancy announcement later.””
I almost laughed.
Not because anything was funny.
Because the explanation was so ridiculous that my exhausted mind struggled to process it.
“You told me you were twenty-eight weeks pregnant.””
“I was planning to tell you something.””
“What?””
She hesitated.
Then she started crying again.
“I lost the baby.””
The room went silent.
I stared at her.
“When?””
“Several weeks ago.””
“And you didn't tell me?””
“I couldn't. I was afraid you'd fall apart.””
I looked down at her stomach.
“You've been pretending to be pregnant for weeks?””
Vanessa nodded, her lower lip trembling.
“I was grieving. I didn't know how to tell you.””
Maya suddenly spoke.
“That's not what she told me.””
Vanessa's head snapped toward her.
“Stay out of this.””
I turned to Maya.
“What did she tell you?””
My daughter swallowed.
“She said there was never a baby. She said she only needed the belly until after your birthday.””
Vanessa shook her head.
“She doesn't understand adult conversations.””
Maya continued.
“She said once you signed the papers, she wouldn't need to pretend anymore.””
My stomach tightened.
“What papers?””
Vanessa's expression changed.
For the first time since I had entered the house, she looked genuinely frightened.
“Marcus, she's twisting everything.””
I raised the recorder.
“Then let's hear the rest.””
Vanessa lunged toward my hand.
I stepped back.
“Don't you dare.””
“Give me that!””
“No.””
Her face twisted.
“You're destroying our marriage over something an eleven-year-old recorded without understanding!””
I looked at Maya.
She was trembling so badly that the suitcase handle rattled against the floor.
I crouched in front of her.
“Sweetheart, did you record anything else?””
She nodded.
“Where?””
“In my room.””
“Why didn't you show me?””
Her eyes filled with tears.
“Because she told me you'd send me away if I did.””
My throat tightened.
I had spent the last several months watching Vanessa complain about Maya's attitude.
Maya was supposedly disrespectful.
Maya supposedly refused to accept the new baby.
Maya supposedly made Vanessa cry whenever I wasn't home.
I had believed enough of those accusations to start treating my own daughter like a problem I needed to solve.
Now my daughter was standing beside a suitcase because she thought her father no longer wanted her.
I reached for her hands.
“I'm sorry.””
She didn't move.
“Dad, are you still mad at me?””
“No.””
“Even though she says I hurt the baby?””
I swallowed.
“Especially because I should have listened to you.””
She finally stepped forward and wrapped her arms around my neck.
I held her tightly.
Behind us, Vanessa let out a frustrated breath.
“This is unbelievable.””
I stood up.
“Go upstairs, Maya. Stay in your room for a minute.””
Vanessa immediately objected.
“Why does she get to go upstairs? We need to talk.””
“We will.””
“Marcus, I'm your wife.””
“And she's my daughter.””
Vanessa stared at me as if I had slapped her.
Maya picked up her suitcase.
I took it from her.
“You're not going anywhere.””
She nodded, then slowly climbed the stairs.
When her bedroom door closed, I turned back to Vanessa.
“Take off the dress.””
Her eyes widened.
“What?””
“The belly. Take it off.””
“You're humiliating me.””
“I'm asking you to prove that there's an explanation.””
She folded her arms.
“I don't have to prove anything.””
I pulled out my phone.
“Then I'm calling an ambulance and telling them my pregnant wife may have suffered a fall.””
Vanessa went pale.
“Don't.””
“Why?””
“Because there's no reason to involve strangers.””
I stared at her.
“You just told me you lost a baby weeks ago. You've been pretending to be pregnant. My daughter recorded you admitting it was fake. And you were lying on my floor claiming she attacked you.””
Vanessa's mouth opened.
Then closed.
I dialed emergency services anyway.
While I explained the situation, Vanessa sat on the sofa and kept staring at me.
Not once did she ask whether Maya was okay.
Not once did she apologize.
When I ended the call, she finally spoke.
“You're making a terrible mistake.””
I slipped the recorder into my pocket.
“Maybe.””
She leaned forward.
“But if you involve the police, you'll regret it.””
I looked at her.
“Why?””
For several seconds, she said nothing.
Then she reached for her phone.
And whispered a name I hadn't heard in our house before.
“Daniel, it's happening. He found out.””
My blood ran cold.
Because I had no idea who Daniel was.
But Vanessa clearly expected him to help her.
May you like
And when she ended the call, she looked directly at me.
“He's coming over.””